It sucks!
- Death sucks
- Watching my family cry sucks
- Seeing my family hurt sucks
- Watching my daughter yearn for her brother sucks
- Watching my son try to be the strong one sucks
- Seeing the divide death has caused in my marriage sucks
- Grieving sucks
- Missing my son sucks
- The silence sucks
- The constant hiding tears sucks
- Crying myself to sleep sucks
- Crying myself awake sucks
- Yearning to hear his voice sucks
- This new life sucks
- Seeing his friends mourn sucks
- Not being able to call him sucks
- Not getting texts from him sucks
- Seeing his baby sister tell a headstone secrets sucks
- Waking up each day without my whole family sucks
- Seeing him lying in that hospital bed over and over every single day sucks!
This whole thing sucks! Death sucks and I just want him back!

I feel the same way
I couldn’t agree more. I wish we did not have to experience death.
You are so right! I will pray for you even though praying all day even sucks sometimes.
I agree too! Not seeing my son or hearing his voice SUCKS!
I miss him every minute of everyday.
Zachary’s Mom
Tonya, I am here if you ever need to talk or anything at all. This is a horrible cross we have to bear. E-mail me at mrsjschell@gmail.com if you ever need anything or just someone to listen. I will say a prayer for you and your family.