I WANNA QUIT! I don’t want to be strong anymore. I don’t wanna get up and put on this fake smile. I wanna quit!
I miss my son. I want him back. I am mad at the world today! I just wanna quit!
I am tired of hiding tears. I am tired of the ones closest to me not talking to me, asking if I am okay. I just wanna quit!
I miss his face, his voice, his laugh and most of all that look he was always giving me. I just wanna quit!
Why are the days getting harder? Why are the days getting longer? Why are the nights endless? I just wanna quit!
I am tired of being alone. I am tired of this broken heart. I just wanna quit!
I am tired of hurting. I am just tired. I just wanna quit!
But I won’t quit. I am now going to get up from here and finish the laundry, start dinner and go get the girls from school. Then I am going to get ready for church and put a smile on my face so no one sees the pain and walk out the door. Too many people need me for me to quit. Thank God for them or I really would quit!