Another wreck

Another child, another wreck, another phone call, another panic-stricken Mom. Last Friday morning, on my morning to sleep late, I was awoken to a call from Jeff and he said, “Don’t panic but Savannah has been in a wreck, Get dressed I am on the way to get you.” Well, I panicked. I panicked so bad I kept losing my breath. I made calls to the people I needed to and naturally no one answered the phone, Made sure Savannah’s Dad had made it to the scene. And then left the house before Jeff ever got here. Like I was going to wait. Poor Will had came to get me and I made him jump in my car and gave him the ride of his life. Made it to the hospital and saw that Savannah was ok before I ever really breathed right. She was just sore. She and all the kids were going to be ok. She just over corrected and went off the road and hit a phone pole. Her car was a sturdy one and took the impact and protected the kids. All was well other than nerves.

Well, I say that all is well. But this wreck brought back memories and feelings that none of us ever wanted to have again. Last time I got a call like this, my son died. And as silly as it sounds, I made sure not to throw on the same shirt I did when I got that call. It upset me that I had to put on the same tennis shoes. (I couldn’t find my others. They were next to the ones I put one. Nerves!) I prayed this time like I did last and hoped this time God saw fit to answer them. He did. The kids are fine.

I caught some harsh looks and words when I told someone that no I didn’t thank God he spared my daughter. Let me explain before you judge. I believe that everyone has a time that God is going to call them home. He knows the day we are born how long we are going to be here, He knew when he gave me Richie that I would only have him 20 years. Wish I had the memo also. When Savannah wrecked, she did not die because it was not her time. I have faith in my God that he wasn’t ready for her. I did thank him that she wasn’t injured worse. I did thank him that the other kids were not injured worse.I do not think I should thank God for not doing something he wasn’t planning on doing in the first place. Yes, I know that it seems as if I am ungrateful but I am not. I am FAITHFUL! I am faithful in his plans and in his timing. I do however thank God each morning and each night for allowing me one more day with my family. I was asked if I would still be a faithful if God took one of them tomorrow. I would be devastated but I would still be faithful that God has a plan. I may struggle with it but I will have faith. I still struggle with God’s plans for cutting Richie’s life so short. But I have Faith that I will know one day. Faith that his reason is bigger than me. Faith, just simple faith.

Not a call I wanted to wake up but I thank God that I wake up to my daughter for a little longer. Getting her a bicycle for graduation.

Savannah (L) and her best friend/passenger Destiny!

Savannah (L) and her best friend/passenger Destiny!

2 thoughts on “Another wreck

  1. Zachary's Mom says:

    I agree! When I got the word that Savannah was ok my first thought was “God was really watching over them!” Then in my head I said wait a minute! You always hear that quote when everything is ok. But what about Zachary and Richie? If you believe that statement then God wasn’t watching over them?? NO!! God was watching over them too! He took them to heaven! While I still struggle with WHY, I know that Zachary and Richie are in the most wonderful place. I long to go there. My faith has been shaken but not defeated. I am greatful Savannah and her friends are unharmed and my friend Belinda’s “call” didn’t turn out the same as the last one. I prayed for your soul to be calmed. I hope after all was over that God indeed gave you peace that passes all understanding!
    I shared this quote with you and now I want your fellow bloggers to hear it.

    “Weep, but briefly, for your loved ones as they enter into the kingdom of God. For They shall possess a Joy and Peace that is unattainable on God’s earthly realm. Rather, rejoice in their everlasting and total happiness, For their eyes have seen God!”

    God is watching over everyone all the time.
    I need to keep reapeating this to myself too!

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